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Saturday, June 4th, 2005

Subject:inevitability.
Time:2:24 am.
I'm sorry that I have failed this world and all the inhabitants therein.

I REFUSE to ever be happy again.






















for in my happiness, only bad can come.
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Friday, October 1st, 2004

Subject:the bile's in my mouth now.
Time:5:34 pm.
Mood: what does quixotic mean?.
i wish i had a life.
caitlin maxie let me out today.
she is very nice.
she laughes at everything i say.



































weird.






















really weird


















this year has been on of weirdness.








am i really that hard to be friends with









hi michael.
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Tuesday, September 28th, 2004

Subject:i am goddess
Time:7:14 pm.
Mood: lets think this over.
this week has been a grinding one.
homecoming.
spirit week.
hell week.
pris gibs w/o makeup
vomit.
lulu @ the naval home thursday.
beverly hillbillies friday.

last friday.
ok.
last friday.
i sit and i wait all afternoon.
no calls from no one.
no one
were all really busy?
o, no? o well thats ok.
because i spent saturday doing the EXACT SAME THING.
nothin.
waiting for everyone to take time from there busy schedule for me.
just to say hi.
or something.
NOTHING.
quit pretending.
"sometimes there are people in life who pretend that something matters.really when its all said and done you realize- O - it was THAT OTHER THING that mattered all along. i was just a sort of stepping stone to that higher place in life. i was just like a reference book of sorts to get you through that final exam where you prove your self to THEM like they are SO DAMN IMPORTANT.
well i hope you passed because it would suck to be used like a reference i was just this "kindasortapokefunkidaroundsweetiepiepalsywalsy puddin pie" "
dont say you cant because you can.
i know you can because you prove this through your misfortunes.
i know what im worth.
some people even say im worth >IMAGINE THIS<

THEIR TIME


god what a concept

mabye im waxing nostalgic
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Tuesday, September 7th, 2004

Subject:in the words of a broken heart its just emotion
Time:4:23 pm.
Mood: blah-hold me.
im sad
everything is wonderful
me and angelina made up
i quit my job
i got a new room
but theres just something thats not clicking
i just feel sad.
not regular sad, though.
i just feel like all i gots now is me myself and i
angelinas got school and all her friends up there.
elizabeth has her theatre friends
and everytime i try to get into to anyones little group-online, at school, or with other people- i just dont feel welcome.i dont feel like i fit- i feel alienated and i dont want to yall to think im saying "hey guys look at me!!" its not your fault. its mine. all i have now are people who think there too damn cool for me and there just

holdin me back

you know what im talking about mme.thenard.---remember the "insident at the mall"
PEOPLE LIKE THAT- HOLDING ME BACK
people only worried about there own agenda and not focused on others peoples needs
today
today my friends was the last straw
im going to spend more time with less self-centered people.
-goodday
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Thursday, August 19th, 2004

Subject:not today
Time:6:07 pm.
Mood: glee in mee w/ a flea.
i am glorious.
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Saturday, August 14th, 2004

Subject:the wisdom of palchack
Time:7:58 pm.
" im a big dumb face "
how true lisa how true
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Sunday, July 18th, 2004

Subject:...
Time:10:49 pm.
Mood: i hate you.
i give in.
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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004

Time:4:54 pm.
this is only gonna make sense if you read backwards from about 12 entries ago.
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Time:4:54 pm.
i miss brian.
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Time:4:53 pm.
o ya and also...
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Time:4:52 pm.
i miss you.
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Time:4:52 pm.
right now i just need a friend. so ya know just nod if i say anything to you.
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Subject:i put on a facad.
Time:4:50 pm.
so i guess this is my formal invitation to everyone. Please disregard everything i may say that causes offense for the next two weeks or at least untill i get my head straightened out
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Time:4:49 pm.
its no ones fault but my own. im just very...ya know
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Time:4:48 pm.
so sue me
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Time:4:46 pm.
maybe it sounds weird and over possesive and exagerated but in the words of t he greatest duke that ever lived:



i just dont like other people touching my things.
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Time:4:44 pm.
when it all comes down to it, at the end of the day im just an all around, hey, thats mine, your fake, get a life, i hate you bitch, JEALOUS friend.
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Time:4:44 pm.
right now i am trying to be understanding and open minded.
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Subject:...
Time:4:43 pm.
i think i am taking a break from all this though.
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Subject:fear not, for we shall meet again one day.
Time:4:42 pm.
i am back
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