msjohnny_k (msjohnny_k) wrote,
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i am goddess

this week has been a grinding one.
homecoming.
spirit week.
hell week.
pris gibs w/o makeup
vomit.
lulu @ the naval home thursday.
beverly hillbillies friday.

last friday.
ok.
last friday.
i sit and i wait all afternoon.
no calls from no one.
no one
were all really busy?
o, no? o well thats ok.
because i spent saturday doing the EXACT SAME THING.
nothin.
waiting for everyone to take time from there busy schedule for me.
just to say hi.
or something.
NOTHING.
quit pretending.
"sometimes there are people in life who pretend that something matters.really when its all said and done you realize- O - it was THAT OTHER THING that mattered all along. i was just a sort of stepping stone to that higher place in life. i was just like a reference book of sorts to get you through that final exam where you prove your self to THEM like they are SO DAMN IMPORTANT.
well i hope you passed because it would suck to be used like a reference i was just this "kindasortapokefunkidaroundsweetiepiepalsywalsy puddin pie" "
dont say you cant because you can.
i know you can because you prove this through your misfortunes.
i know what im worth.
some people even say im worth >IMAGINE THIS<

THEIR TIME


god what a concept

mabye im waxing nostalgic
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